fer you my honey

Everybody needs inspiration..
Everybody needs a song.
A beautiful melody..
When the nights so long.

Cos there is no guarantee..
That this life is easy.

And when my world is falling apart,
when there's no light to break up the dark,
that's when i,i,i look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and i can't find my way home anymore,
that's when i,i,i look at you.
When i look at you..

I see forgiveness..
I see the truth.
You love fer who i am.
Like the stars hold the moon,
right there where they belong.
And i know I'm not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
when there's no light to break up the dark,
that's when i,i,i look at you.

When the waves ae falling apart,
and i can't find my home anymore,
that's when i,i,i look at you.

You appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
cover me,all i need,every breath that i breathe.
Don't you know you're beautiful....

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and i can't find my home anymore,
that's when i,i,i look at you.
When i look at you..

*.*.you and i honey.*.*

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you


Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby


I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you


I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby


You and I together, It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

.*.*spending my day with my honey*.*.

On 10 Aug,I watched THE HANGOVER with my hunnybunch Max & my foster lil sis Eka...It was hell funn cos the movie is damn hilarious!!!! Damn i can fall off my seat watching that movie!!! Hahahaha...those who have not watched,u guys Should watch.....Its damn Hilarious!!!

Last Saturday,on Sep 05...Its only the 2 of us having a romantic couple day...me & Max. We were planning to watch THE PROPOSAL at the Causeway Point. But while we were queing up to buy the ticket,we saw this hilarious movie trailer...DANCE FLICK... so we changed our mind & watched DANCE FLICK instead THE PROPOSAL...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...just watch it guys...i dun expect to tell u guys further cos u guys should watch it & c wads in store fer u...u'll never need a laughing gas wen u can get all laughed & giggled up watching the DANCE FLICK....wad are u guys waiting fer???
go!!! watch it!!!! Till den...Dya signing out...Dya_STARretards

.*.*Loving-Loving Eu*.*.

heys...jyeah u...!!! u noe urself...i'll olweaz love to say this to u..."****k,i love u alot alot alot!!!!!"...teehee =) ....
i miss u u noe....hmmm...had a nice talk n laughed alot alot alot with u...hahas...just missed u...haiyah...urgh i just missed the huggies.....teehee =) .....
n the kissies...awwww!!!
oh jyeah!! about the dream...weird...we had a dream n its almost the same....jinx.....hahas...
btw darling,no matter how bad the food is in ur camp,pls just eat...i dun want u to starve urself ok...
theres aint a way,u gotta eat oso wad...hahas....n dun smoke to much pls loverboi...im concerned abt ur health...ur cough isnt yet recovered so pls listen to me...pleeeeeaaaassseeee.....=(... i dun want u to get any worse....
btw baby,i'll c eu wen u're free aites....just text me wen ure free...i gtg...love eu miss eu muacksh!!!!
-lovergal
*Dya_STARretards

.*.*why*.*.

i just hate my x Md Haiqal bin Md Amin...
he is now inside boys home..gd fer him n gd fer me too so i wont ever haf to c him again...but the bad thing is i have to pay fer his debts while he is inside...350 bucks...but thats not a proble cos as fer wad i noe i wan him to pay me back by hook or by crook once he comes out...
Now im in love n nothing is gonna stop me...hunny bunch sugar,i love eu...teehee...but i noe my limits...
Haiss im krazy...krazy over eu n im krazy in love....
Im sorry fer hurting eu in the past...i dun mean to leave eu n go to Haiqal...but i didnt noe ur feelings fer me at that point of tyme n i tot i was clapping with one hand...plus i tot Haiqal was the honey amongst all poisons but i got myself wrong ...
But hey i managed to turn the table...
Now that i found eu back,im not gonna leave eu ever again...
Im sorry again n i love eu..
Dya_STARretards

.*.*the truth behind all lies*.*.

why? cos he has always tell me the truth & he has loved me sincerely more than eu do...
What did eu do?? Eu haf another gerl behind my back but he doesnt..
what else?? He has always been there fer me wheneva i needed someone..
Did he give me any trouble?? No!! He got no criminal actions whereas eu are giving me trouble by absconing the BH & eu were caught & now eu're inside BH...
& i have to pay ur debts while eu're inside..its a big sum eu noe!!!arrrrgh!!!! i just hate the fact that i was in love with eu..Shuld i give eu a chance...?? I duno,lets just c & let tyme tell tales...but fer now wad eu did made me hate eu & it kills me inside..
Md Haiqal Amin, eu're one f***ing arsehole!!!
& hunny(PMCIR), Dya loves eu..But I undastand now why we can't be together..
Let's just let our feelings fer each other be there while it still can...
Dya_STARretards

.*.*to the ones i loved alot alot alot alot*.*.

Harlo2!!!To the ones i love most,my future hubby(Maxi)..teehee..,his mummy,uncle Joe n my one n only cute2 scandal(papa)..teehee(",)...u noe u noe me feelin2 very proud to get to reach my aims of achievin in sch...and i wanna thank u fer givin me the best food,the best shelter,the best care,the best ears,the best laughs n the best love EVER!!!!!!seriously i have never feelin2 so very the alive wen im with u all..honestly,u all bring me to live back again...okay here goes..Max,i really do love2 u n i dun ever wna lose2 u...NEVER!!!!!NO MATTER WAD!!!!!!!u are the one n only guy who taught2 me to love again...before i met2 u,my world was total darkness n i was in phobia of falling in love2 n gettin in a relationship again...but u made me overcome it n i admit2 i took the wrong2 step after overcomin it..but i managed to turn2 back n voilal!! I have found u back again and this tyme i tried hard...hard enuf to win back ur heart,n im relieved nglad i managed to..got it,lock it n will never let it go...not again!!u're unique n mature despite u're onli 19..n u sure have ur funny2 n cute2 ways to make me smile n laugh..Fer his mummy,aunty Mary..Cant deny that im still abit2 shy lerr..hehe...but yea u make me feel like im already a part of the family...u feed me well...hopefully i can gain some weight...hahas...u showered2 me with a mother's love which i never had before...thanks again..Fer uncle Joe..Yo uncle Joe!! Honestly u're the best uncle ever!! U advised me n share ur IT experience with me...n plus u're a joker...The uncle who will always say ''EAT'' on the meal table...hahas... To papa..i dun hae to mention la k...u noe u noe u have done alot fer me n now it is tyme fer me to do u proud...i will prove it...GO DYA GO DYA!! GO GO GO DYA!!! lame...hahas...Just cant afford to lose all of u,duno wad i'll do without u guys...Once gain i thank all of u fer givin me the hope n support so that i can execute well n i will still go on n do u all proud till my very last ability...With that,from the very bottom of my heart,im loving2 u all n muahs3...Signing out,Dya.